I woke up hungry. Not allowed to eat before an op.
The afternoon did not come quickly.
They wheel me into the operation prep room where they need to drug me for the op.
I Hate!! injections and it didn't help that they couldn't find my vein in my hand ("ahhhh")
They inject the "stuff" in my hand, it felt super cold. I remember as if it was yesterday.
The coldness is going up my arm (the pain) i feel it go past my elbow, my elbow feels like its on fire.
I feel it going up my Bicep, my shoulder even my juggler vein it make me cock my head, I feel it travelling up past my ears and into my head then.....I wake up in my hospital bed...alone?...no my wife and son are their, or was it just my wife?
My first thought was "calm" "I can't feel my heart", for the first time in 30 years my heart felt at peace.
That picture is the best way to visually explain how I felt.
The afternoon did not come quickly.
They wheel me into the operation prep room where they need to drug me for the op.
I Hate!! injections and it didn't help that they couldn't find my vein in my hand ("ahhhh")
They inject the "stuff" in my hand, it felt super cold. I remember as if it was yesterday.
The coldness is going up my arm (the pain) i feel it go past my elbow, my elbow feels like its on fire.
I feel it going up my Bicep, my shoulder even my juggler vein it make me cock my head, I feel it travelling up past my ears and into my head then.....I wake up in my hospital bed...alone?...no my wife and son are their, or was it just my wife?
My first thought was "calm" "I can't feel my heart", for the first time in 30 years my heart felt at peace.
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